I'm absolutely exhausted. I finally found a therapist for myself I hope can help and I will be seeing her on Monday. I'm more in need of a sounding board than anything else. I don't want to spend each session educating her but I hope she will be accepting of a simple sum up. Tim and I talked tonight and we're going to do some counseling together on our own issues to hopefully be able to communicate better. Today was a very long day. We had to take Nic's NG out because she was getting nosebleeds which is not on the list of complications the doc gave me. I called ask a nurse and they said it was likely from dryness and irritation. She is eating well so we will see how that goes. If she's having trouble we'll go back to the hospital if she keeps doing well we'll keep pushing forward. I really need to sleep.